“It is because there is freedom that there is
the smile.” This passage from the novel The Magus by John Fowles (445) completely
startled me. I read it over and over again, trying to figure out what it meant.
What freedom? Why is there a smile? It reminded me of another passage from the
same novel when the character Conchis is describing a stone bust. The most
significant quality the bust possesses is not a chiseled face or deep-set eyes,
but its smile. “That is the truth. Not the hammer and sickle. Not the stars and
stripes. Not the cross. Not the sun. Not gold. Not yin and yan. But the smile”
(150).
At
first, these quotes startled me with their simplicity. The smile of truth; the
smile of freedom. I love to smile, and I think a smile can mean much more than
people often think. A picture may be worth a thousand words, but I believe a
smile is worth more. I wanted to find out what exactly the meaning of a smile
was, hence this project. I chose to focus on a series of questions: What is a
smile of freedom? When does a smile of freedom appear? When can it appear?
These
questions dive into the cosmological and anagogical interpretations, but the
literal interpretation becomes the anagogical, so it is still important. The
smile is the most biologically uniform facial expression. It only takes one
muscle to smile, whereas frowning takes several more. The smile is such a
fundamental expression that ultrasounds on babies in the womb have shown them smiling.
This suggests that humans do not need to be taught to smile. It is said that a
“genuine” smile is generated by the unconscious brain, perhaps even from what
some might call the “collective unconscious.”
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| A. Nelson Mandela freed at last |
| B. Mona Lisa, Leonardo da Vinci |
To
understand what a smile of freedom is, first I needed to understand what
Conchis meant by freedom. In The
Magus, Conchis describes freedom as “the final right to deny. To be free to
choose” (441). We have often said in
class that we can only be free when we have emptied ourselves of everything we
once knew and become naked. Conchis
emptied himself in that moment with Wimmel of everything he thought he knew
before, and was freed by realizing he had the freedom to do everything, to
choose to do everything, or nothing at all. It’s really just a big
contradiction. Knowing nothing, we have the freedom to think anything.
When
Jonah Barta spoke about freedom, he said “freedom is the act of perception,”
meaning we never actually possess freedom. But freedom is inside us, often
trapped by the shelters we build in our own heads by categorizing and
quantifying everything. Take a smile, for example. When I was doing research on
this topic, I saw so many ways in which you could “characterize” a smile as a
certain type and stick a label to it, as if that gives the smile a certain
meaning. Look at dreaming. If a person has violent dreams, we think they are a
horrible person and must have thoughts of hurting people. The list of examples
of this idea could go on and on. We must make a choice to break these shelters
of categories down and rebuild them with new perspectives. Only then can
freedom be released; only then will the smile appear.
Looking
at the pictures, do these embody Conchis’ view of freedom? I think Mandela’s
photograph possesses this smile, or better yet, he is smiling the release of
freedom inside him. His smile has everything in it: pain and hardship, sadness,
triumph, passion and eleutheria—freedom. His smile is a realization of the
freedom to choose. It is here that the literal “smile of freedom” works its way
around to the cosmological and the anagogical, because the literal is the
anagogical. But the Mona Lisa has an air of mystery in her, like maybe she is
hiding something. Her smile could possess everything, but she doesn’t want to
show the world that she does. Isn’t this a smile that realizes the freedom to
choose as well?
Then
I wondered can this smile only appear when a person has gone through a
hardship, like Mandela did? Can anyone smile the smile of freedom? For this I
refer to another passage from The Magus: “You wish to be liked. I wish
simply to be. One day you will know what that means, perhaps. And you will
smile. Not against me. But with me” (351). The smile of freedom is a smile of
realization; when you realize you exist as you. It’s all a big circle, as we
know. What you are is what you will become. When you accept this, you smile.
“It is not any more what you will become. It is what you are and always will
be” (112). Can a person realize this without being confronted with any
obstacles?
I
think every person experiences some sort of pain in their lifetime. As Brooke
Wimer put it in her project, “One thing is certain. We all feel pain.” Some
maybe more than others, but I don’t think we can compare one person’s pain with
another’s. Whether it is a moment of pain or a lifetime of pain, we all feel it
and we are all affected by it. And it is only after this pain that the smile of
freedom becomes available. The key word is available.
I don’t believe every person reaches this smile, because it is not just experiencing
the pain that makes the smile available, it is what we choose to do with that
pain. Like I said earlier, freedom is all about choosing. We can choose to let
the pain control us, build shelters in our head, or we can choose to break down
those shelters and let the pain help shape who we are, not define who we are. Look
at Nicholas in The Magus. The smile becomes available to him at the end
of the novel as a result of all the pain he endures, but he never smiles the
smile of freedom because he let his pain define who he was.
After
all that pain, there is something else we must realize. Joe Schadt said in one
of his blogs, “smile comes from the simple truth that human existence is
fucking ridiculous.” Annie Dillard showed us that we as a single individual are
not important in the grand scheme of life. Isn’t this a form of freedom? Is it
not freeing when we realize that what we do doesn’t really matter? So how shall
we live knowing this? We should smile; smile at the insignificance of life.
To
me, the smile of freedom is the smile of the collective unconscious. It is the
smile of knowing and understanding the pain and passion for life. A fundamental
realization that we are what we are, that we can only be, and we have the power
to choose. Freedom is inside us. We must choose to find it, break the shelters
that contain it, and let it go so we can smile the smile of freedom. This is
the smile of the statue; it is the smile that contains EVERYTHING.

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